Blurry

Everything's been very blurry recently. 

Names and faces and people and places have swirled together into a mass of fast paced wildness that is messing with my head. 

I don't know where this has come from, and I don't know when it will leave, but the one thing I do know is that I'm starting to doubt myself again and that's the last thing I want to do.

I want to be calm and collected and coherent, and right now I'm not.

I don't want to slip into any weird funk or confused daze, I'm not even 100% sure why I'm writing this down.

I hope this helps. 

I hope it goes away.